Roobarooo...........roshni hai......

hello once again .....not bad ....i scored 25 in first few days.......frm which 16 was my contribution....neways.....i m @ Home.....and its kind of cool , in fact slightly below, its 4 degrees out here and i m in no mood to take shower......was supposed to come @ 8 in the morning but the train got delayed due to foggy weathere i suppose .......it was stunning to look at the agri lands of bihar....i can assure u that 'DDLJ' could have been mother of all blockbuster if it could have been shot in mid of the blooming mustard flowers of bihar .......the lands seemed to me preety happy and so was the farmers because despite of such cold morning, it was a flawless market occupied by thousand of retail vegkeepars........"Roobaroooo.... roshni hai".....this song is from Rang de basanti.....which i heard from the only acting FM radio station.....which was the part of a programme on the occasion of netaji subhash chandra bose B'day.......where the RJ was desperate to learn from its listener's their concept of nationalism.......and the inherited values they got from their forefathers and hw much of that is diluted and all these........fellow countrymen were bold and great and firm on what they always thought about nation and what they think of nationalism....... thoughts ......hw less often they come real....most of the times in desperation they come at you hard and real ......but often when people are happy they try not to think........they run from the reality.......i do and i have a gut feeling that most normals does it.......i learnt that day that one Chinese journal cites that china is planning to divide India in 30 small parts.......soon all these strong thoughts will be tested.......change.....this one thing is detrimental.......it has happened in the past and it will keep occurring in the future......i have thought of doing one such work daily that will make me feel as a fellow country men , as an Indian national.......that will make me sleep at night whenever i wll be disturbed........one such work...either relating to my profession or social.......i am not capable to take a liability for now, for a longer period of time but i can share my happiness with some1 else.......i don't wish to share their pain because i am an emotional human being and i am nowhere capable of neutralizing it but yes i can share some words to encourage him........i knw it , i have done it in past......by this i can help my country ........at least for now i am sure about this and this is my concept of nationalism.......god bless us.......

Its only Words....and words are all i have........to take ur herat away......

seriously, The space given by gmail is a small domain to share my thoughts........I just love making and telling stories..... long ones...and specially if the listener shares the same harmony in which i am oscillating........the lines "its only words and words are all i have to take ur heart away "....is a very famous song title WORDS by 'boy zone' ......and i love this .i love these lines so much that the girl i was infatuated to in my college days and whome i remember on day to day basis like i used to mug my objective problems book of chemical engineering.......I written this song on her slam book and of-course alolngwith 7 to 8 times indirect passive proposals in which i was proposing and she was understanding but nothing happened afterward.........still so close to heart those gone good old days...........Life has move on and so am i trying to move on with life........still the same man with thoughts with seems funny now but i know very useful in the long run of life........the phase i am finding myself currently standing is so so good that i am learning a lot of new things daily......I graduated from an engineering college ......But still needs to be in the learning process in terms of being a good human being........i wont say practical because i think its a wrong term and i hate being practical and being mechanical all the way.........some might will mock this as few of my friends to whom i share my thoughts with already had a devils smile after listening this........but seriously again i would like to ask all you persons out there that wont you find yourself in a situation or case on daily basis where all this conventional degree doesnt work......obviously i know you guys have already have thought on this previously but its just what i want to share.......daily i meet at least 20 persons ; yeah i don't have any record or database of that but on an avg. basis and i observe a lot of things like .......with some the exchange of just one look could make you feel sick or in a helpless situation... even the person haven' t said a word to you.........thats what i cordially have a relation with my project leader......and sometimes with some fiery persons which after being in touch for milliseconds sends u a feeling that you can crush stars to atoms .......like the thought of servants of Vivekanand...Like meeting again Dr. K.M.Godiwala which makes you feel and entirely diffrent persons.....like of having a energy of a sun............and this puts you in different cases.........where the confidence comes less from your conventional degrees and more from these subjects.........Its 1:17 and i think time is closing to get some work done..........This is my first time and i wish to share myself with you ........i request your company.....god bless us.